One of the victims of the massacre at the Nova dance party was a boy who grew up Charedi [there were actually about 20 or so such people there]. His father explained that his son told him that he wants to do Teshuva and come back ..... after he finds ALL of the answers.
Sweet friends - if a person waits to keep mitzvos until he has all of the answers then he will never be religious. We will NEVER have all of the answers in this world. Only at the end of days.
In the meantime we keep mitzvos knowing that there ARE answers to all of the questions. We just don't know them.
There are ample reasons for a rational person to believe in Hashem and Torah w/o having to understand everything. Being מחלל שבת and contaminating and poisoning one's eyes, ears, mind and soul with Internet shmutz does not provide one with answers.
