I am really, really nervous!! My Visa is going to be reviewed and it is going to be decided whether it is to be extended. There is no opportunity for permanent citizenship - only an annually renewed Visa. I REALLY, REALLY want to stay.
If it is not renewed I won't be able to dance at my children's weddings. Or enjoy grandchildren. Or write the sforim and give the shiurim I so look forward to. Or continue to grow with my wife. Or further develop the friendships I am lucky enough to have with many people. Or ... Or...
The date is the First of Tishrei.
The Visa is to stay on our planet.
Above ground.
May G-d inscribe me - and you and your loved ones - in the book of life!