Friday, December 27, 2019

Mind And Heart - Part 2

Shanghai Yeshiva 

The refugee population of Shanghai included contingents of students from other Yeshivos, including Kamenitz, Kletzk, Lubavitch, and Lublin, among others. Each had its own place of learning, but Reb Chaim was responsible for the financial needs of all. Exchanging foreign currency in Shanghai was fraught with danger and Reb Chaim lived with a perpetual fear of being apprehended by the authorities, but this in no way deterred him from seeing to the needs of all the yeshivos, while learning and teaching with unmatched zeal. During the years in Shanghai, Reb Chaim was like a father to all the students, many of whom had been orphaned as a result of the war. He himself would bring food and medicine to the ill. And he cared for them spiritually and emotionally, teaching them, learning with them, and raising their spirits in any possible way. In Shanghai, the yeshiva was confined to the ghetto, together with most other Jewish refugees. As dean of the yeshiva, Reb Chaim had the privilege of living outside the ghetto. Since he studied with a chavrusa whenever possible, the chavrusa slipped out of the ghetto every night without permission, to learn with him. In time, he was caught and the two of them were thrown into jail for a day or so. During his entire stay in jail, Reb Chaim was seen standing at the window engrossed in his Torah thoughts. 

Postponed Departure 

A short while after arriving in Shanghai, Reb Chaim received American visas for himself and his family. He refused them, saying that he would leave only when all the students had received their visas. This meant ultimately staying in Shanghai for over 5 years. After the war, the yeshiva had obtained visas for all the students and was ready to leave -except for two boys who had become mentally unbalanced as a result of the trauma of war and exile. The American government wasn't interested in admitting sick people to the U. S. The enormous demand for the very scarce visas made falsifying information for obtaining a visa highly dangerous, more so than in normal times. Reb Chaim took the two boys to the consulate and somehow induced them to sit still and not say a word. He did all the talking and managed to convince the consul that they were sane and eligible for visas. This he did at the very real risk of being caught, but as was his life-long practice, there was little he would not do to help someone else.  

Move to Jerusalem 

In 1947 the yeshiva moved again - as always, as a single unit - this time, to the United States, where Reb Chaim spent some six months before rejoining his father-in-law Reb Lazer Yudel Finkel, in the Mirrer Yeshiva in Jerusalem. Someone studying in Mir-Jerusalem at the time told this writer: When Reb Lazer Yudel came to Jerusalem a number of years earlier, he had started the yeshiva with ten carefully chosen talmidim -ten of the finest young men in local yeshivas - among them Rabbi Yudel Shapiro (later Rosh Kolel Chazon Ish), Rabbi Chaim Brim, and Rabbi Chaim Grainerman ztz"l - each an outstanding Torah personality. When Reb Chaim joined the yeshiva, the yeshiva was still quite small and all of the students went to visit him. As was the custom, the best of them related some of their recent chiddushim (Torah novellae), brilliant insights and interpretation on Shas and Rishonim. Reb Chaim sat through their presentations without a word. They had felt that they had suitably impressed the new Rosh Yeshiva from America. Only then did Reb Chaim speak, telling each in turn that whatever he had said could be found in one Acharon (later commentator) or another - and he told them where: "This you'll find in the Teshuvas Rebbi Akiva Eiger, that in the Noda Biyehudah, the next in the Yeshuos Yaakov." 

"We left in a daze, awestruck that one man could have mastered so much of such variety, with total recall." Reb Chaim remained in Mir-Jerusalem until his passing some 32 years later, disseminating Torah and mussar to thousands of disciples with shiurim and shmuessen (lectures on Talmud and on ethical themes), vaadim and chaburos (smaller groups convened on these respective topics), teaching Toras Hashem. His influence was felt far beyond the confines of the Mirrer Yeshiva. Groups of talmidim from yeshivas all over the country would come at any time and request a chabura on this or that sugya (topic), in any volume in Shas. "Come back in 20 minutes," he would say, and they would be treated to a chabura - deep, brilliant, and wide-ranging as if he had just been delving into the very topic they had requested him to expound upon. 

In 1964, after the passing of the mashgiach, his brother-in-law Reb Chaim Zev Finkel, Reb Chaim began to give shmuessen in the yeshiva. Their fame spread, and people from all parts of Israel would flock to Mir to hear his Sunday night shmuess. His eloquence, his ability to drive home a point simply and lucidly, his wide-ranging knowledge, and his emphasis on matters pertaining to man and his fellow were among the reasons that they attracted standing-room-only crowds.

His Hasmada 

Hasmada could be defined variously as diligence or persistance. But the term falls short as a description of Reb Chaim's single-minded devotion to Torah learning. The Vilna Gaon explains that hasmada is an integral part of one's character, an ability to concentrate. But there is a higher level - that of being a daveik beHashem (cleaving to G-d). When one is intensely devoted to G-d and His Torah, with divine assistance one can become davuk beHashem. This dveikus is not within the range of human capability. It is G-d's gift to a chosen few whose every fibre of body and soul has become permeated with Torah and avoda. One can say that Reb Chaim was blessed by G-d with this special gift, for his entire personality seemed to radiate it. He once confided to his brother Reb Shlomo, "The most difficult thing for me is to refrain from my Torah thoughts when I'm in unclean places where Torah study is forbidden."

Even when he was involved in the administrative work of the yeshiva, his mind would be occupied with learning. "Nisht azoy iz pshat in der Rashba (This is not the explanation of the Rashba)," he'd say to himself although involved in some task that apparently had absolutely no connection with the Rashba - but anything and everything he did reminded him of this Rashba, that Tosfos, or some other part of Torah. On his way to America from Shanghai, the ship was teeming with refugees and it was almost impossible to move around. Under those conditions it was quite difficult to study and almost impossible to concentrate. Reb Chaim had brought along a copy of Shev Shmatsa, which he studied avidly throughout the entire trip, oblivious to his surroundings. A fellow passenger inquired about the duration of the voyage: "Where are we?" he asked. "In Shmatsa gimel (Third section of the book)," replied Reb Chaim. During his younger years he would learn with a chavrusa every night - all night. This time it was Reb Shmuel Rozovsky (later a Rosh Yeshiva in Ponovitch). Their plan was to learn at night and catch a few minutes of sleep during the day. When day broke, Reb Shmuel went to sleep, leaving Reb Chaim at study. Reb Shmuel awoke, and Reb Chaim still had not gone to sleep. Two full days passed before Reh Chaim realized that he had not eaten or slept for two consecutive days. When he was older it was no different, night and day he would be sitting by his Gemora. During intersession, yeshiva students customarily rest up to gather strength for the coming z'man. While Reb Chaim agreed that recuperation was important, he nevertheless told us: "It's hard for me to understand the whole idea of bein hazmanim (intersession). It's like having a bein hachaim (an interruption of life). Does one ever take a vacation from life?" 

A Character to Match 

Reb Chaim's greatness in Torah was matched by his sterling character. He was a giant in Torah and a giant in midos. His all-encompassing concern for his fellow Jew and his constant preoccupation with the well-being of others were manifestations of the love that poured forth from his great heart, a heart like that of a Prince in Israel: "His heart is the heart of all Israel" (Rambam Hilchos Melachim). Reb Chaim often said," A leader of Kial Yisroel must feel the joy and suffering of his fellow Jew as if they were his own." 

He quoted the comment of Chazal that Aharon Hakohein merited wearing the Urim Vetumim (special breast-plate) over his heart, as a result of his profound joy at learning of the selection of his younger brother Moshe to be the redeemer of Israel. Reb Chaim explained: "A heart that had the capacity to truly rejoice in the good fortune of another - that heart was the appropriate place for the Urim Vetumim. Through the Urim Vetumim, G-d revealed to Aharon the solutions to the most difficult problems in a manner all but incomprehensible and unfathomable - except to him whose heart could so totally identify with the problem of his supplicant as to feel that problem as his own." 

He too rejoiced in the good fortune of others as if his own, and he literally became ill upon hearing of their misfortunes, as was evidenced, for example, during the weeklong Entebbe incident when he became physically sick with concern. This writer was standing near the Rosh Yeshiva when the yeshiva was praying for the recovery of the late Gerer Rebbe. His body was shaking with sobs as he entreated the Almighty to spare the life of this great leader. His family often hid the daily Agudah newspaper Hamodia to spare him the anguish of seeing requests for public prayer for the recovery of this or that ill person. On a shiva visit to a friend who had lost his wife, Reb Chaim sat down and wept bitterly with anguish over his friend's loss. After twenty minutes, he arose, said "Hamakom · Yenachem (May G-d console you) ... ," and left, offering the greated comfort to the bereaved by bearing with him the agony of his loss. The baal kriya at Mir, Reb Yechiel Zilberberg, captured the profundity of Reb Chaim's emotions: "On Shavuos morning, the drowsy assemblage could barely stay awake for the reading of Megillas Rus; Reb Chaim, however, would stand and sob-Why? In contrast to shallow emotionalism, which is activated by a few banal, sentiments, Reb Chaim's heart was stimulated by his mind. He thought about Rus: The tragedy of a splendid princess reduced to the most degrading poverty, picking kernels with the rabble; and the beacon of light that would someday emanate from her, to enlighten a world-her great grandson Dovid Hamelech. "How else can one explain Reb Chaim's vivid portrayal of everyday. life tragedies," continued Reb Yechiel, "of an impoverished mother whose tattered child begs her for a pair of shoes, and she must broken-heartedly refuse; of an agunah deserted by her husband over twenty years ago, of her bitterness and hopelessness." "I doubt that the women themselves could have portrayed themselves as vividly as Reh Chaim did. This was because he thought about people, strove to understand their sorrows and rejoice in their fortunes," concluded Reb Yechiel. In the same vein, we understand Reh Chaim's shmuess about Yad Avshalom: Reb Chaim told that he often would stand by Yad Avshalom and say a tefila. He was once asked, "Wasn't Avshalom a rasha-a wicked man? Why pray at his graveside?" He replied, "Contemplate Avshalom-he tried to kill his father; and yet when he died, his father David was brokenhearted and prayed for him. This helps me understand what is meant by a 'father's mercy,' and I'm ready to beseech G-d: 'As a father has mercy on a son, so should G-d have mercy on us!'" Everyone's feelings are aroused by standing at the Kosel. Who but Reh Chaim could respond to Yad Avshalom?

Shmuel I recounts the rivalry between Elkanah's two wives - Chana, who was childless, and Penina, who was blessed with seven children. Penina taunted Chana incessantly about her barren state, causing her much anguish; as a result, Penina was punished with the death of her seven children, one by one. Yet the Sages testified to the nobility of Penina's motive's - to induce Chana to entreat G-d for the gift of children (Bava Basra 16b). Reb Chaim asked, "Is this the reward for her devoted concern for Chana's welfare?" "Hurting someone," Reb Chaim answered, "no matter how selfless and noble the reason, provokes an unpleasant divine reaction - not a punishment, not retribution, but a reaction - pure and simple - cause and effect. The purity of one's intent in no way mitigates the pain inflicted; and inflicting pain on a fellow human being can be likened to putting one's hand into a fire. There can be countless good, even imperative reasons for doing so, but the hand will be burned nevertheless."

 Reb Chaim often went to hear the shmuessen of an elderly baal mussar living in Jerusalem - even in his old age, when he was hard of hearing and could not hear what was being said. His mere presence was an honor to the speaker, and for that reason alone he would sit there, looking for all the world as if listening to every word. 

Reb Chaim's shmuessen on the subject of hakoras hatov - gratitude - are among his most famous. Chazal tell us that Joseph's brothers sat in judgment on him and deemed him deserving death. In spite of-this, Reuven came to his rescue because he felt indebted to Joseph for having mentioned seeing eleven stars in his dream, thereby including Reuven among the brothers, and allaying Reuven's fear of being excluded from the family circle for his "sin" with Bilha. Said Reb Chaim: "Let us consider what Joseph had really done for Reuven. It was only a dream which involved no effort on Joseph's part ... a dream which served to increase Joseph's prestige, certainly not Reuven's. But a dream that nonetheless reassured Reuven. And for such a seemingly minute favor, Reuven recognized such a profound debt of gratitude that he was compelled to save Joseph's life, despite the fact that he concurred in the brother's verdict that Joseph deserved death. 

"The requirements of gratitude go even further: Jacob instructed Joseph to inquire after the welfare of his brothers and their sheep. Our sages deduce from this that one is required to look after the welfare of anything from which he benefits. - But for what reason? Are the sheep consciously helping their owner? Does it comfort the sheep that someone inquires after their well-being? -But herein lies the principle: Gratitude on the recipient's part should not depend on the effort expended on his behalf. Deriving benefit from someone or something in and of itself requires an expression of gratitude. This appreciation must be shown not only to human beings, but to lower orders of creation as well." 

His shmuess on this subject, like all his shmuessen, was not only a guide for others; it was a reflection of his very personality. For the slightest favor he would be eternally grateful. The parade of anecdotes regarding this aspect of his personality is endless .... At the last shiur of the zman, he would invariably thank his students for giving him the opportunity to say the shiurim. During his stay in Shanghai, he sometimes had long talks with his host about trivial matters of no importance whatsoever - this from Reb Chaim, the unsurpassed masmid. A talmid once asked him why he wasted his precious time on such small talk. Reb Chaim replied, "This man provided me with a home. How can I express my appreciation? By learning with him? He has no background in learning and it would have no meaning for him. So I show my gratitude by lifting his spirits, talking with him about things in 1vhich he's interested, something he can more readily appreciate." Appropriately enough, the last shmuess of his life, on Yom Kippur. of this year, dealt with the profound debt of gratitude a man owes his wife. "There is no one to whom one is so beholden as to his wife." 

Last Days 

A few days after Succos of this year, Reb Chaim was rushed to the hospital and, for the next two months, his life hung by a thread. Even during the weeks of semiconsciousness his lips moved, and from time to time he could be heard mumbling divrei Torah - Torah Jewry the world over stormed the gates of heaven pleading for his recovery. On Monday night the third of Teves, after the last of the Chanukah lights had cast its glow this great light had shined its last - a great light that for 60 of its 76 years had illuminated the byways of Torah with loving kindness joined his colleagues in the Mesivta D'Rakia (Heavenly Academy). 

Reb Chaim often told us that the essence of life is giving. "What is the purpose of life if not to give of one's self to others?" With this he. explained the Gemora (Nedarim 64b) that states that there are four types of persons who, although physically living, are considered dead - a beggar, a leper, a blind man, and a childless person. Reb Chaim explained that their common denominator is their dependence on others and their inability to give of themselves to their fellow: The beggar needs the support of others; according to Jewish law, the leper must live outside the community and thus cannot help others; a blind man needs constant assistance; and a person without children has no one to whom he can bequeath his legacy. In one way or another, they are all limited in their ability to give of themselves in all respects and so essentially they are not living. It would seem to this writer that we can similarly understand the saying of our sages: A righteous man is considered living even after his death because the living world is still feeling the influence of his words and deeds. He is giving, so he is considered among the living. So the great light that ceased to be on that third night of Teves was really not extinguished. It is only the candle that is missing. The flame, however, continues to burn brightly. Reb Chaim is still giving. The light of his Torah, his mussar, his chesed, the light of the very example he set with his very being will continue to shine brightly for years to come.  

Rabbi Eliyahu Meir Klugman